life takes crazy turns

So its day three and I'm wondering if I should still be in this much pain from the procedure??The doctor part, the procedure with all the scary implement part, the laying on the table trying not to look at my mom because every time I did I would start laughing (because that's what I do,laugh every time I am completely freaked out) part, the hearing about there being a 6 inch needle involved after the fact, all that I can deal with but waiting a week to see if I have cancer that's the part I cant deal with. Life takes crazy turns just when you think things are sailing along smoothly in your crazy messed up life you go to the doctor and they drop something like this on you. The worst part is when they tell you  this should be the last procedure and then a week later they call and say they need to see you again because its worse then they thought. The only reason I'm sane right now is because my mom has been so great through all this. She's been there for every Dr. appointment and every tearful phone call after the Dr. has called, without her I would be a mess. Thank god for mom's =) Here's  to hoping I get a tear free call!!!

happy daddy's day

Happy fathers day to all you daddy's out there!!! I am very grateful for the wonderful father I have he's so funny. He's the kind of dad that would do anything to see you happy. He doesn't care what others think, he says what's on his mind no matter what and he loves my mom more than anything even after 36 years of marriage. When I was little my mom worked and for a year my dad stayed home with me to write a book. I remember he would read me story after story and he would sing to me and we would dance cheek to cheek. Over the years my dad has taught me that you can come from nothing and if you just put your mind to it you can achieve anything.I look up to my dad more then he will ever know. Love you daddy

relationships???

I got to thinking about relationships. There are some that open you up to something new and exotic,those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back,But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you that you love, well that's just fabulous.

no more chicken for me

I watched this video on someone else blog and had to post it also. Although I don't eat much meat because every time I think about eating something that could have eaten his or her own shit makes me want to vomit. This video puts any yummy taste of chicken cooked any way out of my thoughts.

I don't understand what the hell is wrong with people and how cruel someone can be to a living thing.I wish someone would find the people in this video and do to them what they have done to these helpless animals.

what I should be doing is......

Im sitting outside on the patio it's not even 8am and its almost 80 out, gotta love Arizona in the summer. What I should be doing is printing out flyers for my new salon that opened on saturday, but sitting here drinking coffee and browsing blogs seems like so much more fun.

I have been reading books like crazy lately, I just finished james van praagh ghost among us it was a very interesting book, it really opens you mind up to things you might not believe in.

My newest favorite author is Augusten Burroughs I just started reading his book Possible side effects yesterday and Im almost finished. It's a catchy, fun, laugh out loud book about his life. If your into books check him out!!!!

dig a hole and crap in it

I spent the weekend with the family in payson camping and fishing.It was so nice to get out of the 90 plus weather.It was a perfect weekend except for the people down the road from us that blasted there music,were screaming and shooting off what sounded like guns until 4 in the morning. I wanted to write a camping etiquette book and stick it on there car when we left.

Im sitting on my back patio drinking my coffee from starbucks soaking up this wonderful arizona weather.I love to read the quotes on the back of the cups and especially enjoyed todays so I wanted to share............

The way I see it #280

You can learn a lot more from 

    listening than you can from talking.

        Find someone with whom you

                                            don't agree in the slightest and ask

                                                them to explain themselves at

                                              length.Then take a seat,shut your

                                               mouth,and don't argue back.It's

                    physically impossible to listen with

           your mouth open.

        --John Moe

I  need to take that quote into consideration I tend to have a one sided mind